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I was born in Berkeley years ago and lived there as a young boy. The family moved in the
early 50's and even though I moved in and out of Berkeley for a long time I didn't move
and live there until 1975 or so.
My first impression when living in Berkeley was that it was a shoddy little place. The
infamous riots and goings on from the 60's were gone. A few nutty radicals dotted
the little side streets and their 1910 Victorian houses but everything else receded behind
the privacy of private aspirations. There was something visceral about the renunciation
that went on in Berkeley in those years. No one wanted to admit that they had been part
of something they thought was so large but was, in reality, rather small and stupid. A huge
prank fueled by dope and loud music. Be that as it may it was a strange place in 1975.
I lived briefly in a transient hotel on Shattack Avenue; the piss of which I can still smell.
It was run by a frightened looking German lady who was always aware that the next guy
to register at the hotel may be a parole violator hungry for some sex or money. She didn't
know. She thought I was a runaway and, in a way she was certainly correct about that.
Below the hotel was an adult book store and a little pizza joint that smelled fat. Paper was
always blowing up and around the streets, the noise was constant. I didn't not solicit
noise, it was always there. At first I thought to myself, "ah, noise, you must have noise
to make it a real city." Within several years I was trying to escape all noise and found it to be
the most corrosive of modern phenomena.
Berkeley taught me early that walking is a good thing if one can put up with the exhaust of
cars and trucks.
I had a car for awhile and a bicycle. The car was an old Volvo and I had driven up into the mountains
with it to dry out from the divorce. When I came back I lived in it for a month or so on a pretty
tree-lined street around the Claremont section. I had tried to stay in Tilden Park but the first night
a Berkeley policeman woke me at 2am and chased me out. That's when I drove half asleep down
the hill to the place near Claremont, parked, and did not drive the car again for a year. I slept in
it for a month and then moved into the transient hotel and finally found a place in west Berkeley.
I finally sold the car off after a year checking it out occasionally to make sure they hadn't
towed it away. And when I sold the car neighbors did come out and look at me, look at the guy
who had the Volvo that had sat there for a year collecting bird shit and dirt.
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