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The most marvelous feeling for the writer was to
feel the speed and rotation of the earth and to bring
his vision past the horizon as far as it could go around the
physical texture of the globe.
We were we still, he thought, naked and in awe. Then we
would produce our beautiful limitations. There is this
nakedness of a sort, a kind of awe, a recognition between
beings who test each other for the relaity of it. Conditions
are created through acts; acts lead to discovery; discovery
to assimiliation; assimilation to freedom; freedom to
further acts. What can't be assimliated is projected
out among things. This must have been the way it was at
the beginning. All that life has to offer in pure emotion
being lived; flowing through the original mind.
The writer had these thoughts the moment he felt the
world a seething kind of hell where the devils had
sway and where the good and beautiful is destroyed by
mania. He had learned at any early age that one must
have detachment and disinterest so the soul may live.
It is brought to life through a love that seeks the
light of day. Only the soul had the courage to dream.
He had to admit that the road one travels are diverse. They
spread out further from the center. They passed through
strange scenes and dangers but they did pass. Ah, the
lovliness of the roads, the dangers, the sentimental and
grotesque scenes!
In pure and perfect silence he convinced himself that without
embracing what one passes through there was no progress.
And without progress there was nothing but illusion. And
with illusion there was nothing but submersion of the light
into further darkness until the darkness fashioned itself
a kind of light. Then the sacrifices, sacrifices made!
Ah writer, you must see the good things; how the soul
is always there ready to break and develop in the right
conditions.
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