Bunished coins fall from the face of evening sky. I will
not progress. I will stand the still ground and understand
origins. To be alone, to desire, to not desire, to be
silent, to fear, to build, to know, to be alone. I
will not talk nonsensical opinions about people. Incidents
of shame make a poor biography. The biography of the
confessor!
"Who makes me perform the acts of the scapegoat? Two
whole lifetimes could be made from energy lost to useless
habits. First, expectations. Then, after the devils, punishment.
Youth, disgusting as it is can be a treasure trove of meaning."
And poet, escape when the people fight instead of build.
Judgements ring from bags of useless passion. Local squabbles
fill with passionate ignornace. The poet will not fight
them. He goes to his room and reads business publications.
Here he finds a few who are making things. They are making things, yes, but is
their spirit embedded in the things they make? The poet is often
disgusted by what they make. "What they sell they should bury
instead."
Businessmen, you have transformed my bucolic dream. You have convinced the
world to embrace things. Perhaps the world
will travel many years before it feels the same disgust.
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