Chapter--
The End of Our Beginning
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What can I say about a single tree? There were a forest
of trees, writer. I always imagined the life they had
witnessed from their first germination. There was one
tree in particular that was of interest. It was a
small, broad oak set by itself on a level, grassy meadow
above lush farmland off the road that joined the commune
with the town. Alone, it felt the secret of silence. Even
the wind that blew warm and soft seemed to say a thousand
things in a moment against my face. In the distance
ran a little creek.
The tree was significant because of the graveyard under it.
Rasputin's grandfather was buried under there. An old, iron
gate circled the tree. His grandfather, apparently, was
a vagabond from the east coast until he connected with a
mining company. Then he was a logger and owned a little logging
company until the depression came along. He had been a lady's
man and even with a growing family at his feet would roam
to the prettiest woman in the town until he had a reputation
envied and despised by the rest of people. I had run into one
who told me, with relish, "we ran that old bugger off when
he had the audacity to run for city counsel...just ran him
off into the hills," he told me. But, Rasputin claimed that
he had retired to the hills after his marriage wore out.
"He wanted to make peace with nature and learn nature's ways.
He brought a woman with him and they lived in nature for
35 years. A whole generation of time they spent in nature until
they were filthy with it."
There was a fine, heavy granite stone empty but a simple name
and date of birth and death. The empty space seemed to invite
some intrepid chiseler to come along and bite into the stone
a favorite saying; a saying of grace and redemption. "Here
lies a man who loved well." "He happily kissed the faces
that pleased him." "The seed of nature must propagate at
a profligate rate." "No man fears the dark wound of Nature."
There were no such sayings, only blankness. Now I can't say
I believe or disbelieve in spirits. I've seen enough both ways.
But, I have to believe that when a spirit sees that nothing is
written about it in the graveyard it gets spooked. The whole
area seemed, at times, spooked by old gold miners, Indians,
stagecoach robbers, prostitutes, assayers, and the like. The
heat smelled of these spirits.
There were rumors all over the hills of loot that had been
buried by robbers. The robbers of the mountains wrote poetry.
And there had been a few hangings. I saw a description of it
in an old newspaper. They had no mercy for transgressors at
that time. No, that tree and graveyard sparked something that
I wasn't too conscious of when I first arrived.
David Eide
January 24, 2014
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